
You are everything you say you are.
Today, the chains of human regeneration were finally broken.
If I honestly told you, how long I’ve waiting for a run like today, it would cause a minor stroke upon many of you. I’ve had the reputation of being a compulsive over-trainer. The familiar expression “Oh, A-Low” has more truth to it than I care to conceive. But it also has experience and truth.
Each run has gotten better. But today was a run, without any pain medication, without any planning but the decision to just run for a favorite 9 mile loop back home, here in the northshore. I didn’t feel this free at Boston. I didn’t feel this free at Disney. I didn’t even feel this free at that biblical run at the lake after coming back from my quad tear, though I know something greater than me was with me that day.
If I were to completely hypothesize, without regard for accuracy, I’d say it was at Mount Washington during pre-season 2006 that I felt this free. Albeit, that Mount Washington run was very, very hard. Hard enough to burn a memory of dehydration and cramping into my mind. But it was also a period of time that I remember with fond recollection.
After a week such as this, wherein I blew a tire on my bike for the second time in as many weeks, I worked three 12 hour days consecutively, and my car was towed away to an undisclosed location this afternoon after work, life was beginning to drown me.
For seemingly every unstoppable force in the world was going against me. But today, these forces met an immovable object: Human Tenacity.
In the total of the events of this week, in the culmination of my adventures over the last year, and all the education my friends and family have bestowed upon me, after all of these linchpins of my personal development as a runner, I was left with a single emotion today. Redemption.
